i feel really awful. it's like, my heart's almost breaking into a million pieces. and no, it's not love-love stuff. 

yesterday, you crossed the line. i swear i almost obeyed the instructions that were written all over your face. fyi, it reads, 'slap me'. i feel like an ugly bitch for writing this. since sec school, i've never ever written stuffs like these on my blog but oh well, you really did push it too hard. kay nevermind. life's been pretty messed up these days. i'm turning in to bed at late hours and for the aftermath, you guys should know it pretty well haha. it's the project season yet again sigh so i'm just this zombie carrying my laptop walking around everyday. just another three weeks, and i'm graduating. seriously, i'm really happy and really sad. how contradicting but hey, it's true. alright nights ppl. many many more long days ahead of us (:

omg HEEHEEHEEEEEE omg!

must.sleep.early.tonight.every.single.night.omg.must.

kay finally gotten my pay after so longgggg. don't expect me to treat any of you guys lunch kay causeee starting from today i'm going to be a super ultra mega stingy pig until i've save up enough for grad trip. which, will most likely be impossible. hahaha. toodles! 

happy new year! i was reading back on my past few posts and that's when i realize how whiny and irritating i was for complaining non-stop haha. but it's a new year now so, back-off all you evil emo posts! can't really be bothered to write out my new year resolutions this year. i mean, i just don't keep track with them haha. i figured the most improtant thing right now is just to finish my last sem of studies in poly and save enough money for grad trip! (: kay i'm so lazy to upload photos for kite flying session. as usual, love you K!

i used to be a perfectionist, and i took all cost to change this habit. now i think i'm a total control freak,
and i really really dislike it. 

rainy christmas day. what a bummer. kay whatever, not like i'm out celebrating. seriously itching to go out but hate the crowd.
Sherlock Holmes, damn good! (:
Sienna Miller back with Jude Law, not good ):
Dakota Fanning, thumbs up!
New Moon, piece of shit -.-''

last week was some good old quality time spent with the chang sisters. did our usual christmas thingy but this year we made tiramisu with no alcohol though haha. and then it was the crazy sunday afternoon. madness, seriously. i mean, i saw this coming but i just couldn't control the fear growing in me. nevertheless, thank you kyna and bee you guys are the best i love you guys man! okay haven't settle eighty percent of the christmas gifts plus my card's still not here. damnit what's with UOB's efficiency? rahh, so yeah good luck to me. somehow christmas isn't really exciting this year but no matter what, it's still my favourite season of the year! till then.  p.s. grad trip i can't wait! :D